Dear ,
hi this is raw2.2
hope you're all well.
It's really sad to have been away for this long, had thoughts of writing to you, and finally found the right time.
I was diagnosed with something awful at the beginning of the year. Since then, my days have been spent doing tests and visiting many many doctors to find the best treatment.
Thankfully I'm finally towards the end of this journey and will have the biggest problem over soon.
It's honestly quite painful to watch everyone move along in life while I halt; constantly in a state of limbo and not knowing what comes next.
It is scary.
I guess this whole experience taught me how chaos is indeed life, and no matter how much I try to control there is no control.
I have an operation coming up next week and I thought I'd speak to you before.
In the meantime, I prepared this little cover gift for you, the one last work before I go into the surgery room.
✧ say yes to heaven(cover) ✧
(original: lana del rey)
early release on Soundcloud
free download on Bandcamp
