Planning Growth.
Sometimes I feel all jumbled. Like everyone else is bopping around with more of a direction than I do, and I can't understand why I'm not there. I feel like I need to sit down and plan out every detail of my life to a tee. I feel like I need to take control of the moments, of my time, of my energy, and of my space. To craft up a grand plan, and go for it. Because I mean, life just just runs SO dang smoothly when I have a plan and a schedule.
But then I realize that not everything in life needs to be planned, or even can be planned for that matter. Or rather, needs to start with some sort of plan in mind. I remember that no one has it all figured out.
In essence, what I'm saying is that ....imposter syndrome is real.
You're not behind. You're exactly where you're supposed to be.
Sure we can plan some things in theory (because things will always come up or end up differently than we imagined), but most things, at some point, just need to be experienced for what they are.
Simply being here and giving things a go, is enough; and quite frankly, might just be exactly what you were looking for to begin with.
Because in the end, every experience leads us somewhere new. Every experience teaches us something, forces us to observe, and might even lead us to some pretty cool opportunities. But you never know until you simply try. Because in the end, time will pass anyways and there are things that are simply out of our control. In the end, everything works itself out, in its own way. Maybe not in the exact way we wanted, but life will carry on anyways, and we would have never known until we tried.
"Life is what happens when you're busy making other plans." ( —John Lennon) ...y'know.
Christie x
