nourish:

a seasonal update from Amanda

 

feed yourself goodness

"Almost everything will work again if you unplug it for a few minutes... including you."

Anne Lamott

I paid $175 to learn that I needed a nap. 

 

The credit card charge appeared just moments after I had told my doctor through the screen that something was off. It was a regular check-up and things were mostly fine, but I admitted a tiny concern: I was finding it hard to relax. I had what felt like extra energy at the end of the workday, amped up and tense just cooking dinner. It didn't matter if it had been a hard or easy day - I felt as physically frantic as I would if I had consumed an entire pot of coffee. How could I get rid of all this extra energy? 

 

Doctor: You do not have extra energy. 
Me: I do! I do! 

Doctor: Energy is something you control, and this is something you're not controlling. You are not energetic. You are restless.

Me: What?

Doctor: You are tired. You need to take a nap. 

Me: Blank stare, squinted eyes, twisty lips.

Doctor: You go from being a CEO to a dinner-fixer, kid-wrangler, laundry-folder, bill-payer, and writer. You are working virtually and no longer have the 40-minute drive to transition and settle. No one will miss you for twenty or thirty minutes while you lay down and sleep at the end of your workday. 

 

I argued as long as I could, then I relented. 

 

The next day, when my work was finished, I laid down, covered myself with my favorite blanket, closed my eyes, and before I could finish my silent rant about how ridiculous this was, I had fallen asleep. Thirty-two minutes later, my eyes opened, I took a deep breath, and I got up. 

 

For that short time, my mind quit racing, my body quit pacing. My jaw unclenched. My shoulders returned to level position.

 

When my kids were babies, I met their needs as specifically as possible, heeding warnings from my mamma-mentors that I not give them a bottle at every whimper. I learned to assess their different sounds and faces - some meant hunger, others meant they were tired, still others meant they had gas and were in pain. When they were in pain, I held them and rubbed their tummies; when they were hungry, I fed them; when they were tired, I put them to bed. Milk would not fix pain, nor would sleep fix hunger.   

 

My go-to solution for this grown-up life I have has always been to do something. Think more. Say more. Do more. But more is not the answer for a woman who is tired. The answer for a woman who is tired is sleep. 

 

You and I are both worth the 60-second pause it takes to assess what's going on, what we need, and provide it. Self care is not a list of things to do. Self-care is paying attention as specifically to ourselves as we do to a newborn baby, learning our own signals. What do we need right now? Sometimes the answer will be food. Sometimes the answer will be a friend to talk to. Sometimes the answer will be a nap. We are worth asking the question, and we are worth the answer. 

 

It cost me $175 to learn I needed a nap. But the truth is my reluctance to acknowledge my limits has cost me much more than that. It has chipped away at my health, my relationships, and my effectiveness as a boss-lady. I'm glad to have the chance to build a new pattern now, with a simple daily choice to lay down when I'm tired. It's funny: closing my eyes has helped me see everything just a bit clearer. 

 

Sleep tight, 
Amanda

Sleep.

Sleep is as critical to our health as vegetables and exercise. For elite athletes, recovery is as important as physical training. 

 

Sleep better, lead better (Harvard Business Review)

11 Surprising Health Benefits of Sleep (Health Magazine)

 

Create.

 

Try a new recipe. Start a new paint-by-number. Draw the floorpan to your dream home. Look at the scrap wood in your basement with new eyes...and get out the tools. 

 

Creating anything - a meal, a masterpiece, a moment - redirects our focus to something other than our worries. 

 

Not sure where to start? What brought you joy as a child?   

Make new rules.

I've made new rules for my work that honor my limits and ensure my best energy is given to the most important parts of my day. This required me admitting I have limits. It also transformed the way I thought about rest. To see my new rules, check out this essay. 

 

YOUR TURN: How do you rest?

 Reply to this email to let me know your favorite ways to step away, recharge, and renew yourself. I'll share these ideas in next season's newsletter.  

hand-selected just for you:

original essays about the power of rest

 

Allow yourself to be bored. 

In this grown-up guide to the gift of grounding, I share the power of stepping away from all the noise.

 

Sometimes not intervening is the best intervention. 
My doctor discovered a tumor when I broke my finger - and my treatment plan was surprisingly simple: watch and wait. 

from my poetry collection:

 

Headstone

 

 

the living know

 

there are more ways

 

to rest than in peace.

 

 

 

-amanda noell stanley-  

 

 

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A closing word from the author:

 

"Admitting you need help is not weakness. Hiding what you need will not make the needs go away. Treat yourself with the same respect you'd treat your children, your friend, your partner. Every moment. Even if means you cannot do it alone. Because we were, after all, never really meant to."

 

Scratch: What my son taught me about burnout

 

 

Thanks for spending time with me today,

amanda

 

 

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