100 newsletters. 4 years. Lots of good news, affirmations, thoughts, and updates. This newsletter was something I started in October of 2020 during the pandemic. I really dove into my creative journey and thought that this would be a good way to catalog all the things I do on a bi-weekly basis. I also had in mind that the purpose of this was to bring "some good news" into the world, make people smile, and find ways to build community. And hey, I think it has been doing that!
Back when this started, I remember myself saying "I will do this as long as at least one person gets enjoyment out of it and I enjoy doing it. When I no longer find enjoyment from this or people don't then it will be time to sunset this." The sun has not set on this one yet! Look, I know that this newsletter is small but, I know that there is at least one person getting enjoyment out of it and I still like doing it.
4 years ago when this started, life was very different. I was grasping at whatever I could to keep myself going. I was anxious I was falling behind and losing out on time that I could have been working. So I got to work. I was writing blog posts called "Thoughts n' Things" and making silly YouTube videos and of course this newsletter. While those things are not happening anymore, they evolved into what is next. It evolved into Nikki Lodeon, stories I have written or am working on (wink wink), Conversations with my Thoughts, stage managing, production managing, and taking in all that life has to offer. I know a lot can change in a year and in 4 years even more can change. And boy, a lot has changed. And with all this change I realized that I am not as anxious that I'm falling behind - I have consistently found ways to make things work and carve out my own path. This newsletter is one of those ways.
The thing that hasn't changed though is that I don't know what to expect going forward. I don't know what is next for me but, I know that I am still working towards it. I'm not completely anxious about what is next but, I am eager to find out. I am excited to experience the next year of newsletters and more importantly life.
Thank you to those of you who have been here with me since October 2020 and to those of you who found your way here along the way. 100 newsletters in and I am still just beginning. Thank you, thank you, thank you!
...now back to your regularly scheduled program!